Insomnia. Stress.

I broke the promise and I’m here again. Seriously I need to throw away my laptop, but I want it back a week after, HAHAHA.

I don’t have enough time time time.

I forgot to make this wish when I blowing candles on my birthday. *Regretss*

Everyone aims for the A+, but how about me? I’m a loser, I am just aiming for a credit, just a gpa 2.00. You can call me stubborn, because seriously, I don’t care at all. I don’t like to study. I didn’t bother to study beforehand, just last minute as usual. I didn’t care about homework. I didn’t even want to do anything as stress keeps coming.

Maybe that’s the reason why I’m losing everything in life.

Ughhhhh I hate stress.

Now what? I’m insomnia again. But I can’t study right now, I’m in the blur case, keep do the same mistake, careless everywhere when I do my Maths.

I currently need someone who can sing me to sleep,

Or even cuddle with me till I feel sleepy,

Or tap my back softly and gently,

Someone who can give a nice body massage,

Someone I could actually hug as we lay ourselves in a comfy bed.

Till my eyes close and have a sweet sweet dreams.

I will fight for tomorrow and to-tomorrow and then finals first second third fourth fifth days.

So sleep please. Sleep is everything

Maybe in a month, things will change. Since everything is different after last’s.

Just need to hold on to things.

xoxo.